IF ONLY

That feeling when just yesterday you were in Cloud9 and then let’s somebody ate that piece of caramel chocolate, parang ako ay may lobo song lang. Pero pagkain na nga hindi ka pa rin nabusog. Not cool!

There are a lot of things I want to express but sometimes I just cant find my words to write them down here or too shy to tell a friend. However, I would always find them in songs and movies.

Ive seen If Only about more than 50 times. I was 19 when I first saw this movie and it didn’t mean anything, just another cheesy movie.  But this time, look what I found, exactly how Im feeling at the moment.

 I know you have the best intentions, but I feel like I’m a really high second priority to you. That hurts. And the worst part is I’m starting to get used to it. “Ian Whyndam

*****

Taxi Driver: What if she never came back?
Ian Wyndham: What sort of a question is that?
Taxi Driver: Well, go on, picture it. You wave goodbye at the airport, she gets on the airplane, you never see her again… could you live with that?
Ian Wyndham: No… No, I couldn’t.
Taxi Driver: Well, then you know what to do. Appreciate her and what you have. Just love her.

*****

“I have to tell you this and you need to hear it. I loved you since I met you, but I wouldn’t allow myself to truly feel it until today. I was always thinking ahead, making decisions soaked with fear… Today, because of you… what I learned from you; every choice I made was different and my life has completely changed… and I’ve learned that if you do that, then you’re living your life fully… it doesn’t matter if you have five minutes or fifty years. Samantha if not for today, if not for you I would never have known love at all… So thank you for being the person who taught me to love… and to be loved.” Ian Wyndham

 

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