ENTRY 77: BIGLAAN

WHAT?! that guy is from tv for Christ’s sake!! Parang ung k Geoff.. npanood ko na to. tsk tsk.. Well i tried calling earlier and no one answered. uhmm.. goodluck on how far u cn keep dt promise though. Ur SINGLE db and its summer. we’ll see.  Paulit ulit nlng kc, bka in d middle of working on my thesis paper bigla nlng my taong mgdecide ulit mgisa to be single e ibagsak ko pa ang thesis ko at hndi mkagraduate. So cge, single nlng tyo pareho until marunong k ng mgcommitt. And me? mgaaral nlng & magpapagaling.. Kesa pagmukhaing tanga na nmn on dt space na bigla akong nwala ng walang sbe sbe.. hindi ako manghuhula. 

Well as of now, honestly befor i go to bed and wen i woke up this morning, un at un ung pumapasok sa isip ko..funny, i sed i wont be talkn to u but here, haha.. i wish if ever man na mgging ok pa. SANA TOTOO NA.. and if hndi n nmn, i wont be bitter. Its really hard, hndi lng kc ikw ang kelangan kong isipn, ang dami pa. Ang hirap mo rn basahin, ayokong sumunod nlng ng sumunod sa moodswings m, kng anong trip m wla akong mgwa e, bsta gustu mo un na, bka masiraan nmn ako nun. But of course, everything I sed, un prin un. Nver ko nmn cnbi dt i dnt luv u no more. malaki nrn pnagbago ko compared to dt gurl na nkikipgpustahan pa to hurt sum1. And I thnk u for dt. Ang hirap pla tlgang mlayo syo. At hnd ko kaya ung setup na “no strings attatched” so tnx nlng. I still love u and i always will.  Even if time wont bring u back home to me again.

Biglaan
6cyclemind

Nandito nakaukit parin sa puso ko
Nang sabihin mong wag nalang
Nandito nakatatak parin sa isip ko
Kungpaano mo tinalikuran ang lahat

(chorus)
Kay bilis ba’t umalis
Nakaka-miss nabigla lang

Di ko man lamang nalaman na mawawala
Nabigla lang
Di mo man lamang naisip na idahan-dahan
Di ako sanay sa bigalaan
Unti-unti nalang sanang nawala

Hindi ba natin kayang magkunwari
At sabihin cge nalang

Hindi ba natin kayang dayain
Ang mga yakap sa tuwing lumalamig

grabe its 6:13pm here.. im home alone n nmn, and its really raining hard i think matutulog nlng muna ko..

                                                                                       ❤ YZELLE

                                     

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